Thirty-Two

Alone in crowded rooms,
isolated in conversation.
Afraid to take a chance,
to say "how do you do?"
Am i destined to be alone,
in this meaningless life.

Some things never change.

Thirty-One

Our screams go unheard,
until it is far too late.
Funeral eulogies readings,
he always seemed okay.
Why do you not care,
are our lives a burden?

Thirty

i will never know the pain,
that you felt at Calvary.
The pain of being flogged,
and beaten for my sins.

i will never know the humiliation
that you felt at Calvary.
The humiliation of being spat upon,
and mocked for my sins.

i will never know the burden,
that you felt at Calvary.
The burden of the weight,
of my cross for my sins.

i will never know the seperation,
that you felt at Calvary.
The seperation from your father,
the pain, humilation, burden of seperation.

Twenty-Nine

Lets lay beneath the stars,
and never say a word.
Forgetting about our worlds,
and forgetting our lives.

Run towards the horizon,
it all will end tonight.

Twenty-Eight

It is all too familiar,
awaking in mid dream.
Surrendering my fantasy,
to the wake of reality.
Why cannot i get back,
back to you my love.
We were so close,
from being so far away.
i guess for now you will reside,
in my dreams...

...my dream girl...

Twenty-Seven

Yesterday,
i lay awake
and scared.
Crippled,
by my mind,
killing me.
Drowning,
in my own,
expecations.
Today,
i will not,
sleep...

Twenty-Six

This town is dead,
it's residents are corpses.
Floating through life,
as if no one exists.
Main street is alone,
a transit of despair.
Channeling people,
to a life not worth living.

i am going to run,
run so far away.
Leave it all behind,
did it matter anyway?